Non crafting entry.

This week has been a little upsetting for me but to be honest it has also been a big kick up the butt too and boy have I needed it!!!!

Since I was a teenager I have struggled with my weight and to be honest it has dominated my life too as I yo yoed.
Five years ago on New years day I woke up and declared that i would not be fat and thirty. True to my word by the October I had lost 3 stone!!!!
This picture was taken in June 2004 and by this time I had lost about 55lbs and felt fantastic. it is my fav piccie as finally I was happy with how I looked and more confident too!!!

But, and this is the bit which is sooooooo frustrating, since then the weight has gradually piled on again. If I am honest I look in the mirror and just really dislike what I look like again. but at the end of the day I am to blame noone else (well ok maybe I could blame my genes too LOL).
After talking to a friend on Friday I decided that enough was enough and so on Thursday I went back to ww and got on those scales.
The damage???? Well I am back at my original weight, which really upset me as I did work so hard to get the fat off originally. But do you know what? Thats done with - its in the past and I can't do a thing about it except close that door finally and open the next one.

So this blog is not only going to be a crafting blog but I am going to journal my weight loss too. I apologise if it is alittle boring but I think it will be good for me. Just to help along here is my little ticker to log it all




Yes 60lb is a lot but I think, actually no I know I am going to do xxxxxxx